Illustrator - Cartoonist - Insufferable Nerd

Warmups from the past few days, including a doodle of Leviathan, a Dark Scientist from the brain of dresdencodak. If you’re not reading Dark Science yet, fix it.

More Juri, this time on model, eheheh…

More Juri, this time on model, eheheh…

You look like you’re in good shape~

You look like you’re in good shape~

I think I’m coming out of my funk! I sat down to warm up for some client work and drew a cute sportball player of some kind. Or maybe she just likes ball caps and bubble gum, IDK.

I think I’m coming out of my funk! I sat down to warm up for some client work and drew a cute sportball player of some kind. Or maybe she just likes ball caps and bubble gum, IDK.

My wonderful wife dovingbird took us out to see Distant Worlds, a Final Fantasy symphony, tonight. I adored it, and it gave me a lot of inspiration. So I doodled a cute little Black Mage and a chocobo on my iPad.

I’m wrestling pretty hard with anxiety right now - I just seize up whenever I go to draw. So it was nice being free of that for bit thanks to the familiar magic of Final Fantasy. I just hope it lifts entirely soon. I’m tired of feeling choked.

I did some mecha studies the other day and forgot to post them. These will probably make their way into Henshin! in some form or another.

I did some mecha studies the other day and forgot to post them. These will probably make their way into Henshin! in some form or another.

Random warmup doodles turned into a Jelly.

Random warmup doodles turned into a Jelly.

Thanks Guys

For the encouragement and inspirational song suggestions. I’m actually starting to feel better. I managed a couple of sketches and studies, nothing mind blowing, but hey, I did them.

Fighting off Crazy-bad Art Block

The last few days have just felt like I’m a car with an old battery - I just can’t get started. Takes me forever to get going on a drawing and once I do get going I tend to stall out. So, yeah, sorry for the lack of updates lately.

Anybody got jumper cables?

rvsa:

rvsa:

Hello friends,

People have asked me before why I didn’t just put a pdf up on Gumroad and while I never really saw the point of it, I finally figured.. what have I got to lose:

Nearly every thing I’ve made over the past 2 years (451 things), pay whatever you want.

Not every thing I wanted to put in is in there (I couldn’t find some things I was looking for..) and I didn’t have time because I have to upload this at work, but maybe I’ll put up another one with the b-sides once I track them down. I’m not interested in trying to make a living off of art, and I feel strange about selling a pdf—but it is quite a lot of things and I do struggle a lot financially so I hope you like it u_u

(PS the above images are just screenshots of my blog because I couldn’t think of one image that best represents everything? The actual pdf is just all single high res images in no particular order)

ETA: I didn’t realize gumroad doesn’t take Paypal, so if you don’t have a credit card and still want to buy it, just send me an email and we can work it out :>

would people be interested in me doing more pdfs like this? i mean this was back in feb 7 and ive made a lot of things since then, i usually make a lot of things every month, what if i posted like a monthly or semi annual….digest? (ps thank you so much again to everyone who bought one, it really honestly made a tangible concrete difference in my life, golly, idk what to say~~uwu)

short answer: yes

long answer: FUCKIN YES

Ipad speed painting of the view from my porch. A cloudy but colorful morning.

Ipad speed painting of the view from my porch. A cloudy but colorful morning.

cyborgnecromancer:

Surrounded in steamclouds.

OHO WHAT IS THISBEN ARE YOU COMICKINGI love the spooky atmosphere~

cyborgnecromancer:

Surrounded in steamclouds.

OHO WHAT IS THIS

BEN ARE YOU COMICKING

I love the spooky atmosphere~

Jae Hwa looks cool in a dobok.

Jae Hwa looks cool in a dobok.

Various doodles from the recent past.